I just want to have things the way they use to be, when my dad wasn't sick! I am feeling so stressed right now! I am not sleeping at night and feel grouchy all the time! I am sooo worried about my dad! We are finding out results today, and what his prognosis is. I am so worried what we are going to find out! I feel so bad for my mom...bless her heart. They have been through so much in their lives! There are all sorts of things going through my mind right now! I am worrying that I wasn't a good enough daughter, or what I could have done better. I hope I have made my dad proud! There are definitely things I could have done better. I already wish I would have taken more pictures. I am trying to remember everything about my dad that I can. Sometimes life is tough, but I know that we are going to get through this.
To make things even worse right now, we have been sick with the croup. Well, now Megan woke up this morning at 5:00 throwing up. She has been puking her guts up this morning. Nice...just what I need today, to be cleaning up throw up all over!!! I am expecting it to make it's way through the family!! The bad thing is we can't go see my dad while we are sick, so everything we get just makes me so mad, because I want to see him. So anyway, if you want, please remember him in your prayers today! Thanks everyone for being so supportive through all of this. Everyone has been so nice!
5 weeks ago