Thursday, January 7, 2010

I think I need some sunshine!!!!

I just want to have things the way they use to be, when my dad wasn't sick! I am feeling so stressed right now! I am not sleeping at night and feel grouchy all the time! I am sooo worried about my dad! We are finding out results today, and what his prognosis is. I am so worried what we are going to find out! I feel so bad for my mom...bless her heart. They have been through so much in their lives! There are all sorts of things going through my mind right now! I am worrying that I wasn't a good enough daughter, or what I could have done better. I hope I have made my dad proud! There are definitely things I could have done better. I already wish I would have taken more pictures. I am trying to remember everything about my dad that I can. Sometimes life is tough, but I know that we are going to get through this.

To make things even worse right now, we have been sick with the croup. Well, now Megan woke up this morning at 5:00 throwing up. She has been puking her guts up this morning. Nice...just what I need today, to be cleaning up throw up all over!!! I am expecting it to make it's way through the family!! The bad thing is we can't go see my dad while we are sick, so everything we get just makes me so mad, because I want to see him. So anyway, if you want, please remember him in your prayers today! Thanks everyone for being so supportive through all of this. Everyone has been so nice!


Krista said...

Our prayers have been with you this last couple of weeks. I totally admire your strength and I know your testimony will lead you through this difficult time. Thanks for inviting us to see your blog. You have the most beautiful kids! It's fun to watch them grow and change isn't it :) Please know that we are just a few steps away - I will keep the kids anytime you and Boyd want to be with your dad - I do so love holding that little one!

Mosers said...

Hang in there hun! You would be surprised at what the Lord has in store, be it good, or be it his will. Sad things happen, but we learn great things from them. Just remember that the things you are worried about are temporal... remember the blessings promised that come "after" the trials in this life. Reassure yourself that your dad loves you and is proud of you just as you are of your kids. If you are not throwing up, you may be able to be masked to go see him, just check with the nurses, have your husband administer priesthood blessings to your kids, and don't forget to have Faith in those things unseen... Hang in there, you will find peace and happiness and reassurance. I'll pray for you.

the nice one said...

darling, keep your chin up girl! it's not easy i know but you can do it! we love you and you are in our prayers! love ya girl

Sotutus said...

We just talked to grandpa and heard about your dad's prognosis tonight. I cannot express how sorry I am for all of you girls and your mom. I can't imagine the pain you are feeling tonight, but I want you to know that we are praying for all of you. May you be strengthened in your knowledge of eternal life. I love you! Please call me for anything!

Jodi Mathews said...

I am so sorry to hear about your dad. You never know what life is going to hand you. Bryant and I are praying for you guys every day. I know there is probably not a lot I can do or say to you right now, but I just want you to know I am thinking of you. We love you.

Alli said...

I am so sorry - we had the same thing happen last year in February but it was my mom. I KNOW exactly how you feel and it is scary and heart wrenching. You are in my thoughts and prayers. We LOVE You guys!!!

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